Tuesday, May 25, 2010

New glasses and general rants

So I lost my glasses sometime last week. Funny part is, I have no idea where. I had them in my car and then *poof* gone. After searching fervently for them, I finally gave up and ordered new ones. I was feeling some new frames anyway. Here they are:

I like them but I'm not 100% sure. It looks good with my hair down but the second I put it back (which is often how I wear it around the house), the sides stick out too far on my face. Meh. I always have problems finding frames, I have such a small stature.

As a side chat note, I need to do something with my eyebrows again. I hate them. They look awful in photos... not as bad in real life mind you, but the eyeshadow color I'm using looks so red in photos that it clashes horribly. I don't know if it's that my hair looks darker in photos so the eyebrows look too light, or vice versa.

Luckily my boyfriend and I only have about another 6 weeks to go, sans any delays, on the Visa process. I am so stoked for this to be over. I know that people say I will look back in fondness on our nights chatting online and all, and I'm sure I will, but I want to be able to roll down to the beach with him when I want... go shopping with him when I want... but the main issue is that it's putting a lot of stress on us. I've been freaking out over getting all of the Visa forms filed just so, and him finding a job, that I'm practically having nervous breakdowns at work. Because I stress on him, he stresses back at me, we argue... so on.

Thus, that has resulted in me being sort of depressed and I had a minor panic attack in the middle of the night a few nights ago. That's part of the reason I haven't been posting. My allergies are also flaring up again and my eye is so sore and red. I'm getting frustrated at that as well, I can't figure out what's causing it! I'm soaking my contacts in a new solution so hopefully when I can wear them again (once the swelling has gone down), we'll see if it's my old solution causing the reaction.

I've also been not eating properly. I don't get hungry anymore. It's quite odd, I was sort of hungry earlier before lunch but I started eating and that meh feeling set in a few bites later. And now, 8 hours later, you'd think I'd be hungry again but nope... not really. I don't know if it's the stress/depression, which it probably is, or something else.

Anyway. This was just a random post. I haven't sold anything from my blog sale, grrr! I've had some requests but no one responds to the return email I send them.

Blergh. Gonna stop rambling now. Thanks for reading :)


  1. I love those frames! They look great =)

    Hope you start to feel better, it's no fun feeling lousy.

  2. The frames are so pretty! i'm jealous cos i can't wear those kind of frames they dont' fit me... they end up sitting on my cheeks and not my nose :(

    hope you feel better soon! i feel like that when i'm stressed out from work

  3. Please tell me those are skulls on the frames? :D

    Been having a sucky time with my boyfriend too. We work on different schedules and I don't want to change my job even though I hate it because I hope I can go to college again next year so whats the point in starting, training for and learning a new one? So we never see each other and when we do we feel obliged to spend the time together so we never do anything for ourselves and we both live like 2hrs away from family and we can't see them because we don't drive..... gah. Not good.

    But keep your chin up, he'll be here soon and you can look after each other properly x