New glasses and general rants

So I lost my glasses sometime last week. Funny part is, I have no idea where. I had them in my car and then *poof* gone. After searching fervently for them, I finally gave up and ordered new ones. I was feeling some new frames anyway. Here they are:























I like them but I'm not 100% sure. It looks good with my hair down but the second I put it back (which is often how I wear it around the house), the sides stick out too far on my face. Meh. I always have problems finding frames, I have such a small stature.

As a side chat note, I need to do something with my eyebrows again. I hate them. They look awful in photos... not as bad in real life mind you, but the eyeshadow color I'm using looks so red in photos that it clashes horribly. I don't know if it's that my hair looks darker in photos so the eyebrows look too light, or vice versa.

Luckily my boyfriend and I only have about another 6 weeks to go, sans any delays, on the Visa process. I am so stoked for this to be over. I know that people say I will look back in fondness on our nights chatting online and all, and I'm sure I will, but I want to be able to roll down to the beach with him when I want... go shopping with him when I want... but the main issue is that it's putting a lot of stress on us. I've been freaking out over getting all of the Visa forms filed just so, and him finding a job, that I'm practically having nervous breakdowns at work. Because I stress on him, he stresses back at me, we argue... so on.

Thus, that has resulted in me being sort of depressed and I had a minor panic attack in the middle of the night a few nights ago. That's part of the reason I haven't been posting. My allergies are also flaring up again and my eye is so sore and red. I'm getting frustrated at that as well, I can't figure out what's causing it! I'm soaking my contacts in a new solution so hopefully when I can wear them again (once the swelling has gone down), we'll see if it's my old solution causing the reaction.

I've also been not eating properly. I don't get hungry anymore. It's quite odd, I was sort of hungry earlier before lunch but I started eating and that meh feeling set in a few bites later. And now, 8 hours later, you'd think I'd be hungry again but nope... not really. I don't know if it's the stress/depression, which it probably is, or something else.

Anyway. This was just a random post. I haven't sold anything from my blog sale, grrr! I've had some requests but no one responds to the return email I send them.

Blergh. Gonna stop rambling now. Thanks for reading :)